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Swine Everywhere

Ladies and gentlemen, it is finals week. Once again, there is no clear distinction between day and night and he whole week is blurred into one never ending day. There is caffeine, scrawled on white paper and yes....sick people all around. This is possibly the nastiest combination of college behavior i can imagine.

The weather is amazing and one of my favorites. The rain brings out the color in everything and all around me is vivid color. Even though i arrived to my first final of the year drenched from waist down (an umbrella only does so much) i can't help but be thankful/grateful that we finally have some decent amount of rain after a long blinding summer and early fall of sunshine. Of course with this weather comes some drawbacks. As i sat taking my math final on monday (soaking wet) of course the person who sits behind me happens to be the one kid in the class who is sick with fluids flowing out of every pore in his body. All i can recall from those two horrendous hours is the most infuriating hacking and sniffing coming from THIS KID. I also remember feeling the greatest wave of relief when this disgusting human finished his test and hauled his swine flu ass away from our classroom and thus far away from me.

Speaking of swine flu.

After my math final i finally did what my parents nagged at me for FOREVER to do: Get the H1N1 shot. Later that day i received an e-mail that i could only assume my math professor had mass forwarded to everyone:

Hi everyone,
I has been informed by one of your classmates that he has
been diagnosed with h1n1 after he took the Final Exam.
Please be cautious.

Sincerely

Weian Zheng

Professor

I am almost 100% sure it was the dude sitting behind me. (: anyways. i thought i'd post this in case i die anytime soon. Darius can have Beethoven my sheep. Justin can have my ipod and cello (if he wants). My cousin bridget can have my unfinished nutella. Tim and Justin can split my collection of calvin and hobbes comics. All of my clothing/accessories/shoe possessions can be shared amoung my CIRCLE of friends back home. except for my uggs. Since they're new, id like to be wearing those when im dead. And my headband becuase it was so darn expensive FOR a headband....which id also like to be wearing when im dead. and Helen may have my collection of journals full of shame shame shame. My parents can do what they wish with everything else.

hmmm....

thats all. i hope it wont come to this. Hopefully i WILL survive finals and see everyone soon!