A Fickle Pickle

Mood: amused

Yesterday my neighbors, roommate and i went to knotts berry farm and i had a blast. Timothy purchased one of those trademark, fat and juicy pickles and Marika, interested, purchased one too. Then that night, we were browsing around Albertsons and Marika searched the store for pickles. Happily, she found them and took a jar home with her. This morning, as we were studying, she munched on those pickles.

Me: (in hunger) im hungry, i want some beef jerky, or something delicioussss
Marika: (munch munch) wanna pickle?!
Me: (viewing the absurdity of this situation) LOL

a few minutes later her pickles are gone and she is gazing forlornly at the empty jar.

Marika: i have no more picklesss ):

life's a pickle!

TTDICWUB

EFFFFF MYYYYY LIIIIIFEEEEEE! :D

I CAN'T WAIT TILL SUMMER TIME.

TTDICWUB:

-rot away
-feel sorry for self
-play lint toe football
-space out
-hardly make a dent in a massive paper i should have started at the beginning of the quarter and has now so adequately revved up my panic radar that all i can do is sit here and procrastinate even more.

procrastinate and panic. panic and procrastinate.

On Mongolian Spots

M: You've never heard of it?
V: NO! what on earth (we find a picture online)
M: lets ask justin if he's heard of it
V: ok (i ask justin...and he has never heard of it)
M: oh thats right...justing wouldn't know it. no white babies have it. only yellow babies.

Complaints

mood: EMO

All i want is for summer to come.

Don't want to study.
Don't want to exert brain energy.
Sick of everything here.

Ohhhh sunny san diego. I never thought i'd say this but I MISSS YOUUUU. and Irvine sorry to say but I'm done with you ):

My tooth hurts.
I have an essay to write.
I'm last chair in orchestra.
People are annoying. Especially with that second rate Irvine attitude. Damn it. (nobody knows what I'm talking about)
Tired.
Headache.
Math is boring.
Sniffing people.
IIIII QUUUUIIIITTTT.

Game plan

mood: determined

I might just graduate in 3 years!

Here's the game plan:

-graduate next year meanwhile apply for grad school.
-travel
-graduate school

Here are the drawbacks:
-Next year would be busier for me. I would have to take minimum 4 classes each quarter and 3 classes this summer in order to be able to graduate on time. Among the 4 classes each quarter would be a language class which i hear involves a lot of work.
-On top of classes i would have to figure everything out about what to do after i graduate. This mostly involves planning and applying for grad school. In all honestly, grad school is my moms idea but also one that i'm willing to go through with. I would need to apply for my masters in education and get in somewhere. Right now, i would be happy to go anywhere as long as its in San Diego.
-not graduating with my friends. Which in all honestly is not a huge deal. It's not that i have THAT many physical science friends anyways. and since most people who are in my class are older, my math buddies comprise of those who are graduating next year.

benefits:
-no more irvine bubble. which although its beautiful here, everything feels too artificial for me.
-i can finally be free to DO STUFF. like travel
-seeing Darius more often
-going back to san diego, which i surprisingly miss
-(hopefully) job which would mean (hopefully) money
-I'LL BE DONE WITH COLLEGE




"the most annoying thing in my daily life is showering and pooping"
-marika