Wednesday, February 20, 2013

People These Days

The program I'm in is specifically focused on social justice.  This means that as a cohort, we are required to attend conferences on diversity, immigration, deficit and a multitude of many more social justice topics.  We take classes that center around bringing out and hearing out the oppressed. We are also tossed into a field that force us to be vulnerable to the ugliness that is those who suffer from weak education simply because they were born into the wrong part of the city.  My program's goals target racism at its core and we are constantly challenged as teachers to be unceasingly critical and reflective.  In the end, I (a product of this program) should be graduating fully aware of the injustice that is acutely prevalent in not only the education world but also in it's intersecting spheres including but limited to: feminism, gay rights and racism.

I have never been one to have a indestructibly firm opinion on any topic. I've always accepted that people can have their opinion on things and that it was okay. But after being in the program I am beginning to understand and join the craze (for public education of course).  I've become one of those people who I never understood.  Without going into too much detail and from words out of Adrienne Nguyen's mouth on public education: "Why is this a thiiiingg???"

So in the midst of all this social justice rallying inside my head that's been chanting louder and louder within the past couple of months, imagine my surprise when i came across this blog and this post:


I am friends with a feminist on facebook and so things are constantly appearing on my newsfeed. Usually I'd glaze over it like I do with all other newsfeed posts when all I want to do is act braindead after hours of exhaustive grading or planning or writing or teachery/gradschoolery things.  But this post caught my attention.  Not only was I surprised that people like this exist, but with my new educated lenses, all I'm able to read is:

"I'm in idiot and know nothing. Read the absurd things coming out of my mouth and believe that it is true. I like to talk as if I'm knowledgeable.  My opinions are my own and expressing them hurts no one. Woof!"

Admittedly I was enraptured by what this guy had to say.  I thought it was so absurd that he couldn't possibly be serious. I thought "this has got to be a publicity stunt."  He must just love getting a bunch of readers and realized this was a really good way.  It caught my attention at least.  

But it dawned on me, that okay, perhaps this guy may or may not be serious about what he writes on his blog but there must be people out there who drink in and believe every word he says.  This is infuriating! 

Once again in the words of Adrienne Nguyen: WHY IS THIS A THINNNNGGGG??????

Just food for thought.

Monday, February 11, 2013

New Things

I got my new Kate Spade bag today!!! It is GOOORGEOUS!

I love the rush of getting new things. It makes everything better.  I feel that anything in this world is possible (:

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Looking Up

Good things that happened this week:

-I taught for the WHOLE day today!!! definite success (:
-Discovered that my mentor is preggers!! (which is why i taught all day today because she was doing baby doctor stuff)
-ordered new bag in Kate Spade flash sale and got a ridiculously good deal all with Darius's blessing.  (Which is important to me because I fear he will judge)
-Made some kind of progress with my PACT (performance assessment for California teachers) (yes it's as ridiculous as it sounds)
-Love Kimbra http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BetVjXZJL_s
-Dreaming of summer beach time
-Had good coffee several times (it's hard to get bad coffee in LA! unlike other places....)
-Went to the gym a lot to ward off stress. It kind of worked