Somehow, i feel like in all my classes, im in that state where i feel like i CAN achieve what i want (which is an A) but somehow feel like im barely going to accomplish my goals. Somehow i feel like im going to screw myself over.
So that little miracle i asked for in the beginning of the week hasn't happened yet. The closest i came to dying was yesterday when i tripped while going down the stairs. But hey....that's nothing new.
Anyways, it's too late now. I've already completed the death essay due one friday. It came out to be a grand total of 8 and a half pages not including the works cited. Writing was canceled today and i ditched math leaving me with only one 8'0 clock class which was physics. I spent the remainder of the day cranking out this essay on a topic i am sad to say will probably never receive this amount of attention ever again.
Currently i am suffering from a chronic migraine that has presented itself several times recently. I am just WAITING for my new glasses to come in. In the mean time, i must endure these head splitting aches in my brain and hope for the life of me that nothing will explode and ooze out of my ears catching me unawares.
Right now i am not completely coherent as it is 2 am. For the past week i have not gone to sleep before 3 am. I think today will break my longest streak of abnormal sleeping pattern yet. i find this oddly satisfying.
One more thing: i tried giving up caffeine for lent this year. Ive attempted this before with better results...oh how i've already failed. miserably. Good thing I'm not Catholic i suppose. ):
2 comments:
I tried giving up carne asada.
I failed horribly.
I'm glad Week 10 is over. Like, really glad.
Good luck on finals. I shall see you soon (:
Good luck Vicky! You'll do great in all of your classes. Give it your all and be proud of what you achieve.
I'm praying for your miracle. =)
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