I have a mega desk.
Lately I've been really bad about posting and i apologize. I admit it was full out of laziness. Although i did have quite a bit on my plate such as getting sick (YET AGAIN), i still was able to sit down in front of my blank computer but only to find myself staring away nothingness.
When I am in class, i like to vividly imagine my possible future. Sometimes I am a top notch interior designer being called upon by the rich an the famous to design their massive 5 acre homestead or their posh upscale flat. Sometimes i am a famous fashion designer with my own designer label. My creations would be heavily and over-zealously coveted by models, socialites...and the general world. Or sometimes i am a kindergarten teacher loved by all my students and sought after by insufferable parents who wish for "only the best" when it comes to their beloved offspring. I even win over the respect of the difficult child after weeks of coaxing and tactfully disciplining.
): i wonder what I'm doing with my life. My dad likes to tell me i am not ambitious enough and i agree. But it doesn't make me feel any better. Everyday when i sit in math, i wonder what on earth am i doing there? It feels wronger and wronger. I thought i could make myself like something. Everything i know that is attached to math doesn't interest me.
I think it's time for some more searching...
peace.
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The problem is money. Dream careers usually only have a small percentage of people who succeed. Success is usually and unfortunately measured in dollars.
So, we have to weigh in everything. Will you really be happy punching numbers all day?
Hardship vs stability.
Sigh. It sucks. But you'll find your way. you have a purpose, and you'll figure it out. Just keep doing what you love. :)
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